Although I’ve always struggled with this concept, I believe I’ve found one:
One of my purposes in life is to make other people happy in this world. Knowing I gave someone a smile feels great and brightening someone’s day definitely helps me keep the thought of the world being cheery, happy and helpful to each other a reality.
I imagined myself smiling as my best friend Johannes asked if I was in love and I said yes in a sheepish but happy manner. My eyes sparkled, my feet fidgeted and my heart fluttered as I thought of being with the girl I was meant to be with.
I can’t wait till that moment becomes a reality one day =)
As I’m currently doing my homework, my little sister and I are wondering why you’re putting yourself through this. Basically, I am over you but that doesn’t mean I’ll stop caring for you as a human being. You “broke up” with your boyfriend, he’s off flirting with another chick and you’re just hurt all around. However, you continue do make stupid decisions, you stick with someone who hurts you (better not be physically), and to top it all off, you’re not listening to anyone. WHY oh WHY are you doing this to yourself Beatriz? After more than a year of being single, I’ve braved it out and stuck through the loneliness but you choose someone who wasn’t the right guy for you and ends up only giving you problems. Are you that lonely and in need of someone that you are willing to stick through all the unnecessary bullshit? Please Beatriz, PLEASE listen to me. My love is basically dead, gone, or barely there but I can’t stand the thought of you living such an unhappy life.
What sucks the most is I can’t talk to you, you can’t even receive a message from me without fear of your “now ex” finding out and you won’t listen to anyone.
Goddamnit, I just wish I could hug you and make this go all the way. My mind is damn near the point of sacrificing my own happiness just to give you a shot at your own again but that’s not how life works. I can’t pull you out of the shit hole you’ve dug yourself into but I know, deep down, that I’m the cause of all this. I’m the one that broke up with you, I’m the one that broke your heart, and I’m the reason why you’re dating someone who doesn’t treat you right.
I’m so sorry….
I don’t want this stress right now but you need someone. If the world could hear my cries for help, I’d wish something would happen but no. I’m so restricted by everything…. The only possible connection I have left is your little sister to know that you’re fine but that’s never the case. We’re still texting each other right now and I feel nothing but guilt for this. True, I may not be the cause of this all (lies) but I just…. I can’t stand by and let this all happen to you. There must be something I can do. Maybe once I come back, I can knock some sense into you but… Ugh, my mind is just gone..
“The beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears, the figure that she carries, or the way she combs her hair. The beauty of a woman is seen in her eyes, because that is the doorway to her heart, the place where love resides. True beauty in a woman is reflected in her soul. It’s the caring that she lovingly gives, the passion that she shows & the beauty of a woman only grows with passing years”—Audrey Hepburn (via thenocturnals)