The reason i feel we dont meet people like you and I is because we are not destined to live an easy life guys like you and I. We are destinexd to struggle through many hardships, our friends will sigh at us and watch while we suffer wondering why its more difficult for us, but we hold faith because we know through all the sad moments we have, a happy one lies around the corner and it will happen, we just have to keep believing in and trying no matter how many times we get knocked over by life!
Although it will take a while, I decided at this very moment that I would ask everyone who personally knows me (face to face) what type of person they think I am, what they think of me, or what type of vibe I give. Reasons? Curiosity and to improve my life.
I felt trapped, held, confined, and scared beyond all reason that I would never escape. I don’t exactly enjoy this part of my life but at the same time, I have what I would call a gift. For as long as I could remember, I’ve met people who changed my life for the better. They were there for a moment in my life, most were people I met while walking or “on the street” and left at just the right moment. I have no regrets as to who I have met but wow…. I have yet to meet anyone like myself who has traveled a path filled with stories of happy strangers.
New favorite jungler: AliSTAR! Strong ganks for sure, easy enough to do a full clear, and just so much CC. Would you mind looking over my first time jungle Ali? http://www.mediafire.com/?d3glw64k3secpz1
“Look at you. You’re young. And you’re scared. Why are you so scared? Stop being paralyzed. Stop swallowing your words. Stop caring what other people think. Wear what you want. Say what you want. Listen to the music you want to listen to. Play it loud as fuck and dance to it. Go out for a drive at midnight and forget that you have school the next day. Stop waiting for Friday. Live now. Do it now. Take risks. Tell secrets. This life is yours. When are you going to realize that you can do whatever you want?”
How I seemingly have nothing to look forward to in the future. Hell, the future can be defined by the next minute or the next 10 years but not knowing what to expect just demoralizes me. One of the greatest lessons I’ve learned while attending school is not the regular lessons themselves but a quote along the lines of “Only those with goals will succeed”. What’s my goal? To graduate from school with a job I will love to my very last day of retirement. But, as it stands, I have NOTHING I can envision myself doing. Yes, I know where I want to be (in other words, all over the globe by traveling) but the road to such a path is completely unbeknownst to me. If only I had a sign or a lighthouse to guide me but life has its ways of teaching us.
I want to be the type of person who gives 100% effort into everything he does and wakes up with a smile everyday knowing only goodness will come.
Apparently what happened is that I've been having free internet for years and then the company was like "hey who are these people getting free stuff?" So the internet went out and I had to go to a mental institution and I cried and went clinically insane and after two weeks it's back and I want to hump my followers because I missed them. :3
Mfw you hump me first? Struggle snuggles <3 Also, welcome back :D
Sooooo, I’ve been having a huge problem as of lately… I have suddenly been craving cunningulus really badly. I don’t know what possessed me to want it so much but it keeps crossing my mind so often it’s not even funny. To make matters worse, I keep moving my tongue inside of my mouth and feeling the tongue ring too o.e To top it all of, there’s no way I can get over the craving because there’s no one to do it to around here. Like honestly, it’s getting to the point where I’m like “BJ? Sex? HJ? Noooooooooooooope, I just want to go down on you.”
Arrrrrrrrghhhhhhhhh, I need help ;_;
(P.S. Brain, you are tired and need sleep. We aren’t writing with much word choice atm)
I walked, almost without a word exchanged, out of my apartment in hopes of having a “walk of reflection” as I always do. To my surprise, ideas churned out of my head like butter; hearty and moldable. One of the greatest, if no the its idea at the top, was how I envisioned my future career. Personally, I see myself traveling across the globe in fashionable or formal attire as I continue to add on to the list of intersting people I’ve met throughout my life.
My list has fortunately gained a humungous volume of worthy people ranging from the kindest to the wisest to the most joyous. Some aren’t even face to face friends but those I have made while playing online (League Of Legends) or through websites such as Tumblr.
Sooo, about my traveling life XD. I had a feeling of certainty when those words of travel came into my mind. Although hesistant, I grabbed onto the idea but held rather loosely just imagining what would become of me. As I see it, I am not fit to be a full on Adult. I’m grasping onto whatever childlike nature I have and making sure it never leaves my side.
Seeing as I already skewed over to the topic, I might as well talk about relationships again. I technically usually speak of the past but rarely the present or the future. At this moment in time, I have only but three on my mind:
Censoring the names because I’m too shy to admit them in this post
For her expressive spirit, adventurous look, family virtues based on looks, fashion sense, blue/hazel yes, (sex appeal too O.O), and fit figure. (Oh and dorky nature!)
For her kind spirit, nerdy glasses, huggable figure, genuine smile, light voice, and her innocent nature.
3. [Most likely not single]
Just because she’s Asian >3<
Honestly, although it sounds selfish, I just want somebody to love for at least a moment. Borderline friends with benefits but doesn’t necessarily have to be either. I want someone to laugh with, talk with, explore with, make breakfast/dinner with, hug, cherish, hold, miss, make love to, snuggle with, play with, sleep next to, and, most importantly, someone I would not mind waking up to every single day.
For now, these are my thoughts and more will always flow…