February 2011
“Even if you think the flame has died, there’s at least one lyric that’ll hit that last hot spot, and then you’ll find yourself as fucked as you were the day you lied and said you never wanted to see her again.”
—John Mayer (via thingssheloves)
January 2011
Confusion
That which I am always full of.
Late at night via itouch
I have a problem but there’s something odd about it. I know I said that I would stop talking about her but I can’t but care about her when I found out (again) that her boyfriend was going to leave her because of some stupid reason. It’s not that I am jealous but I wish she would at least date someone who treats her right and doesn’t argue with on a daily basis. Damn it Beatriz, you can do better than this but the reasons you’re dating him are completely wrong. That’s not love you’re feeling, you just can’t feel or be alone. As for what’s the odd part, it’s actually quite simple: I don’t really love her anymore. I feel ashamed to say it but it’s the truth really. I want to take those words back but it’s becoming an alarmingly fast reality. I really just don’t love her anymore. Yes, it still pains me to see her with that guy but I’m also realizing that one of the main reasons is because he doesn’t treat her the way she should be treated. I wise I could shout to the world, “help Beatriz please! Help her realize how badly she’s being treated and why she shouldn’t date in general!”. But no, my prayers won’t be answered. I wish that the friends from my graduating class who have a Tumblr and follow me would help her but I know they won’t. They’re not close to her and she’s not their problem. Admittedly, I texted her best friend Mariah’s cell, at least I think it is, and wrote a very long text with no reply (I’ll add it later). I don’t talk with her but I was desperate. Since I know no one will do anything, I’m going to have to break the rules by talking to her. Her boyfriend doesn’t allow her to talk with me but that’s because (most likely) he’s an overly jealous fuck and sees me as a threat. Anyway, I’m going to send her message over Facebook and hope she’s fine. However, she doesn’t really have my love or trust anymore. G’night Tumblr and thanks for being the only person I can vent to without complaints that I’m taking to long, judging me and just letting me write out my thoughts,
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“She needs a new journal. The one she has is problematic. To get to the present, she needs to page through the past, and when she does, she remembers things, and her new journal entries become, for the most part, reactions to the days she regrets, wants to correct, rewrite.”
—Dave Eggers, How the Water Feels to the Fishes (via quote-book)
tim1dslayer said: Lucky! I haven’t had any in so long. little girl gif is more than adorable >.<
This was my first can of Fanta in something like 10 years! I don’t know why I haven’t had Fanta for so long D: Fanta and Apple Tango are some of the nicest soft drinks.
Apple…Tango?…. I don’t even know what is! I want some now >..<
Hot Rod is such an awesome film!
And the dancing Asian guy, and the Cool Beans thing, and when he falls down the hill in the woods.. I could go on, one of my favourite films! :D
I need to watch this movie now
how to eat pez
First, obtain pez candy and pez head. The cuter the head, the better. I will be demonstrating using Rex from Toy Story.
Next, pull back to reveal the candy. Also, make references to whatever the character is from while doing so.
RAWWWRRR. Did I scare you?!
Attempt to eat the candy. The hard way, naturally.
Drop said candy.
Apply five second rule and put candy on tongue. Enjoy.
Finally, give your pez head a kiss for supplying such juvenile, and tasty, fun.
Life suddenly makes sense!
asdfghjkl;: Don't ever regret being with someone, because there was a time when they meant everything to you. So don't let the bad... →
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Don’t ever regret being with someone, because there was a time when they meant everything to you. So don’t let the bad time overpower the good. Just move on and make new memories with someone new.
Amen.
This.
I always say this in my mind whenever I see people blogging shit, saying what a “waste of time” that relationship was or how they can’t believe they fell for their ex. It really annoys me. They act as if they never had anything special and that all those moments they had with that person don’t worth shit.
Stop saying you regret meeting them/being with them just because it didn’t work out. Stop saying that the moments that made you smile once were a waste of time. Stop saying that you can’t believe you fell for him/her because, odds are, they were different when you fell for them and keep in mind that people change. Also, don’t hate each other and don’t shut them out of your life just because your relationship didn’t work out. Try to be friends, at least, and be mindful towards one another. If you were once good friends with that person, keep in mind that friendships shouldn’t be ruined by relationships.
My view on life has just been changed.
