October 2010
Careful how you treat your pokemon or else this... →
Lt. JDP
fuckyeahhlove:
You are my analgesic, my temporary remedy. Tonight I will not wallow in remorse over what happened to us, because I know it was in our fate, but I will take this time to indulge myself in the beautiful bittersweet memory that was us.
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I love this <3
I wish....
You were here by my side tonight to sleep with me… Even if you think I have, I never fail to miss you. How I wish you knew this struggle and what I write about you but my world would come crashing down if you got to know me that easy through this blog. Although you’ll probably never even read one of them, I dedicate so much to you. I hope that one day you’ll return that favor...
I'm glad to have left my "ghetto" California home
I had a nice long chat with my former girlfriend last night, whom I still love btw, and she’s scared of something… “I’m worried of what will happen to you if me and him break up”… As the conversation went on, she basically said he would be willing to “meet me up somewhere” yet I was troubled as to what she meant. Apparently, he would want to fight...
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Thanks for following.
toomanymilesaway:
Don’t forget to smile a lot today! It’s good for you!
Feeling better today I see ;D
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1337queen-deactivated20110817 asked: Hi. You are a wonderful person. Truly. Don't forget that okay? Honestly. You responded to that one rather stressed, depressed post, made me feel a lot better. Thanks for caring<3
Something crossed my mind
I’m happy I don’t make posts just to gain followers because almost everything I ever post is depressing, saddening or troubling to some degree. I still hate how everyday I feel heartbroken, how I long for her love and how I beat myself to a pulp. Literally, I make myself sad at least once a day. Notice that I said make? I feel horrible when I start not missing her and I contradict...
I swear there's something wrong with me.
toomanymilesaway:
I want to stop crying everyday. I want to be happy. But I have no clue what to do. I hate being so confused. I hate this.
Keep moving forward, one step ahead.
Like Buzzy always tells me. (:
I know It’s not my place to ask, since I’m just a random person in a way, but I tend to care about the people I follow so what’s been going on as of lately dear?...
graeci asked: thanks again :D for the compliment. and advice :D
graeci asked: aw thanks :)
Day 7 - One story of a memory you have.
Can’t say I really feel like writing but I’ll put it the way I told my friend “A-rod” earlier:
“Dude, she pretty much was my high school experience….”
I still love her more than anything in the world but the pain of knowing what once was and now isn’t bothers me. I really need to stop thinking about how she used to be in the past compared to how...
Day 6 - Two things you want.
1) I want her all over again and for her to be the kind of girl I could dream about and be lucky to have
2) I want to be the best father/husband in the future with a successful career and be able to always be there for my kids/wife.
Day 5 - Three things you miss.
1) I miss being with her
2) I miss being held, hugged, kissed and loved by a girl…
3) I miss being happy every single day rather than being worried/sad every day over my past
J.R.A - by Chance
I know I should stop...
Sigh...
I really hate seeing any of your status updates on Facebook because I know I’m not the reason you’re happy and I miss you so much every single time. Just your picture has the power to make me go from really happy to sad, alone and teary…
I thought a lot about you today by the way but that’s not out of the ordinary. I keep trying to live my life without you as much as...
Askmen.com finally has a WIN →
I stand by this article. The right woman can make the right man ^^
Day 4 - Four things you wish you could say, but...
1) I wish you would love me the same way I loved you.
2) I hate it when you bring him up in a conversations.
3) I’m totally happy with my love life.
4) I’m over her.
MyLifeIsAverage - It had mulan :D →
The past, present and future
I find myself never ever being able to get over it but I wish I could. It’s still killing me from the inside missing her and it makes me teary eyed so many times. I feel lonely without her and I constantly wish for someone to come hug me when times get really rough.. Every day and night I wish someone would hug me, look me straight in the eyes and say “everything is going to be...
Day 3 - Five songs you like.
Ranked in order
1) Missing (Seravelle) by City and Colours
Found it thanks to Uyen (Found it when she was known as Eurasianmutt) and I mentally thank her everytime. Although this songs purpose may be different, I heavily used it to get me past excruciatingly difficult days. Without a doubt in my mind, I cried myself to sleep so many nights while listening to this song. I’ve just read the...
Fuck society. Fuck normality. Get piercings. Get...
allegosaside:
Daniel Maitland
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I’ll just make sure I’m happy, I don’t have to make stupid mistakes like those >..>
